Friday, February 02, 2007
optimistic?
how can i be optimistic?
when things just seem to get worse everyday?
i'm sorry charis,
you may hate me
but i really cant do what you told me to.
i feel like digging a hole, jumping in and burying myself alive.
or just hide in a corner, away from the world, forever.
but would that really let me avoid all these problems?
would it be that easy?
i've tried and i've tried
but i really can't do it anymore.
it just gets worse.
My mind's unweaving/ 10:48 PM
